I can’t take it any longer 

I thought the pain was supposed to make me stronger 

But all I feel is sick 

I’m sick of healing, it takes too long 

I’m sick of being told to move on 

I would rather die

Pain taught me truth 

but it also ruined my youth 

I am not sure how I can bring myself back to life 

I am not sure I am ready to be a different woman

I would rather die

than be revived into this sick world